Benjamin Trayne

Benjamin Trayne

Sunday, May 28, 2023

The World Can Be Happy

 

What this world needs is something to celebrate, something for which it can be happy.
I have no special influence with the Lord.
I am not the arbiter of the fate of humanity.
The world can be happy for that.

Thursday, May 26, 2022

It Ain't the Guns, Folks.

                                                              

It just might be time to break a very long silence, and to point something out: there is a very specific reason there are so many mass shootings in the United States, and it isn’t at all what is being talked about, and blamed for it.

Many are quick to point out that the infamous Columbine incident was not the first mass shooting in the U.S. While that is true, it was the turning point. After Columbine, the problem blossomed like an insidious, thriving thorn patch into what we have today, a titanic consumption of innocents at the hands of an extreme few. Why might that be?

When Columbine happened, I remember agonizing to my wife that blaring an occurrence like that one around the world was downright socially irresponsible. Of course it was news. Of course, we have freedom of speech, and an obligation to cover the news. Oh, sure.

We also have an opportunity to exercise some common sense, and there was far, far worse than none of that, exhibited by anyone at all in the national news media. How is it even remotely possible, that no one but little insignificant me thought that shouting and screaming about it would surely result in copycat repetitions of that horrendous event?

Folks, it’s the politically-charged media, the national news media, that bears full responsibility for the mass shootings that have occurred since Columbine. Sure, there may have been a few anyway. But not in schools, friends.

Lets consider what the perpetrators are. Not who, but what. They are suicidal. Suicides happen every day, all over the world. But some are more than suicidal, they are also very sick, and very angry, and they very much desire attention. What they do is how they get it. The very idea of preying on innocents is the thing that the media has spread, without thought or any sense of responsibility or remorse.

So what we should do, you see, is to remove all of the guns.

It’s nothing but politics.

End of story.

If you want to solve this problem, you don’t have to quash free speech or the media, but large venues should, in fact, be broken up and sold off to people who will abandon political agendas in reporting. ALL political agendas. Do that, and you will see the return of discourse, and reason, and a collapse of the hatred and hard-line bullshit with which deeply divided Americans are fed, every hour of every single day.

Of course, that won’t happen. There are powerful, manipulative people behind all of it. A divided populace is easier to control.

I could never really understand, either, why abortion was ever at issue. The same manipulative jackasses that I hold responsible for the above, are stupid enough to believe that government can and should legislate morality. Could anything be less attainable?

I rest my case. When the conflict has forced peace-loving, freedom-loving citizens into battle lines, that won’t bring about peace, either. There are persons at the top who bear responsibility for this mess. Find those people, ferret them out, and take away their power.

That’s your answer.

Friday, November 19, 2021

A Pome


Make my fuckin' coffee
Fuckin' drink it too
Any fool whut knows 
Knows there's too much shit to do
If I stops an' drinks my coffee
Bad shit will ensoo
So make my fuckin' coffee
An' fuckin' drink it too

Monday, October 5, 2020

Cats

 


I never really wanted a cat.

But no one told the townsfolk that,

And when they wanted their pets no more,

They found their way to my porch, my door.

I am too soft, I cannot hide,

I fed them, then some came inside,

Collected on my floors, my stair,

Took over my table, slept in my chair…

I’ve come to know them very well.

It’s a bit of heaven, and of hell

Fuzzy, soft and often purring, 

 They sleep all day. When I sleep, they’re stirring

It would be great if that was all.

But they fight, and chase, and catter-waul.

You see, they don’t always get along.

‘If you’re different from me, ya don’t belong,’

They all get good food, fine kibble and fish,

Yet some will have trouble approaching the dish.

They’re fussy, reactive, and to be blunt

If they are unhappy, they’ll pee where they want.

So now, I know how God must feel.

Given all that they need, they’ll scrap and they’ll steal

Destroy their environment a day or three hence

And turn half their group into indigents.

But to be fair, cats are not smart.

And I can’t help it, they have my heart

But if I had the nerve, I’d have recourse;

With all that I spend, I could keep a horse.

***

Yet, my prayers are for us, my fellow man,

Because I can feel it, I really can.

It would be nice if I could see

A path that would make us all worthy of “free”

A way I could credit superior brains.

Instead, we are, precisely the same.

 

 

 

Monday, May 18, 2020

Existence

Note to Reader: I needed something to clear my mind from my last tirade. This was it; but please read the next piece as well. It's important, if and only if the right person sees it, and it makes a difference.


Existence



It’s odd, I think, how it came to be.
The wind is back, it’s rustling leaves,
The beauty of the Earth displayed
Beneath high window, now surveyed

By the Queen of All. She’s very small,
Some might think, not a queen at all,
But she knows better, as do I
She purrs approval, expels a sigh.

You see, my father passed away
His spirit resides in Heaven today,
The things he owned are here, with me.
His home, his plants, beloved trees,

Still there but gone, sold to another
He’s left to be with our sweet mother,
But possessions overflow their bounds
Within my home. You see it sounds

Far better than it looks.
Boxes of maybe, pictures and books
Now stacked atop my upper stair;
With no more space, I put them there.

Twas a wonderful place for a kitty to go.
When she found that spot, she watched it snow
Trees bent by the wind, the very same one
That today moves greenery, dappled in sun...

And the window is open. Let’s see, did I mention
Surveying a queendom means constant attention
To birds, and squirrels, and bees, and such
And allows little time for else of much.

By now I’ve forgotten what’s in the stack.
I’m sure my Dad won’t need it back,
But a sweet li’l kitty, her world expanded
Fully approves of where it landed.

So for now, or forevermore,
In that same spot those things I’ll store.
Dad might not approve, but it’s really okay
Earthly decisions, behind him today

I can’t say the same, can’t ask what to do
Or how I should feel that his life is through
Though he can still see, and truly, just fine.
When I open my eyes, he sees through mine.





Saturday, April 25, 2020

Dumb


Too Dumb to be Civil


      As I write this, it is just five days from the end of April, 2020. I might have said “in the year of our Lord 2020,” but for certain that would piss someone off, in fact, a lot of someones. Fact of the matter is, that’s far too easy to do. No one, but no one is willing to let anyone else think what they actually think, and no one really thinks for themselves any more. It’s a sad, sad situation.

      Also as I write, the economies of nations around the world have actually been to no small degree, shut down over a virus. Over what? That’s what I said.

      I should say, right from the start to all world leaders, thank you very much. You have bought me some time. I am one of those who will probably die when I do contract it, and that is a fairly certain probability. Why? Because you can’t stop it. Sure, in a year you may come up with the vaccine that will immunize a portion of the world’s population...to this particular strain. Of course, as this particular virus has been shown, like most other viruses to be mutating, it will quite likely be a Pyrrhic victory. From Wikipedia: “A Pyrrhic victory is a victory that inflicts such a devastating toll on the victor that it is tantamount to defeat.”

      The really horrible thing about that is, it could actually be solved, truly defeated if only the nations of the world could be civil. You know, like individuals could be, but usually are not.

      But alas, it would be difficult for the same world leaders to facilitate the actual changes that would have to be made. Doing so would be inconvenient, even though intelligent. Those changes might be a potential threat to their power and control, there it is. So it isn’t just that they are too dumb to be civil with other nations, it’s a threat to their honor, to their perceived ability to lead effectively. You understand, ‘what would I actually gain by helping anyone else?’

      This entire thing is not really attributable to one nation or to one facility, or to one market in a single nation. Sure, we have a pretty good idea where it came from. I’m not speaking of from whence it came or how it arose, because it did. Unfortunately, it’s so ridiculous it’s almost amusing; we do not take it seriously when science advises us that odds very much dictate that a near-earth object will certainly strike the planet and end most life on earth. We do not take it seriously when all scientific evidence clearly displays massive and devastating climate change that will doubtless destroy the food supply over time, or when it is pointed out by science that species are being extincted at an alarming rate, indicating that life in general upon this planet is in a general downward spiral. In each and every case there is a way out; but nothing at all will happen to fix anything, until certain people and organizations see there is money to be made if they address it.

      At this point in time, had science been funded properly, we would know just how to protect our planet from most, if not all outside influences. We would already have renewable non-polluting energy sources, whether from controlled fusion or from something else. And we would fully understand the relationship between viruses and the life they affect, allowing quick response and immediate control. Once, in a letter, I advised the current President of the United States, just a remote squeaky voice from a common citizen, that science could not be over-funded. Of course the chances are extremely slim-to-none that he ever even saw it. Someone may have, the letter was probably destroyed by a sorter, end of story. But I felt the need to say it, so I did.

      So here we all are now, facing death. Oh sure, most people who actually contract this virus will survive it. Long-term effects on health are certainly unknown, that’s a story for later, for someone. So if it’s actually not such a big deal, why can I be arrested if I violate the stay-at-home order in my home state? Why must I wear a surgical mask, or some semblance thereof, to purchase food? Why am I legally prevented from associating with anyone? The big question, why is the entire world willing to shut down the businesses, industries and even food-producing infrastructure to prevent its spread? No one is developing any immunity, except those who contract it and survive it. And believe me, few if any of our leaders worldwide actually care if you, personally, live or die. It’s really, truly, all about power, acquisition of it or retention of it. No one wants to be legitimately responsible for deaths in their populace. And that’s it. That’s all.

      Now we come, at last, to my opinion, and I freely admit it’s a pipe dream, because no one actually cares what I think, or what you think, for that matter. Every one of our world leaders needs to be replaced, and every replacement should be a person, man or woman or whatever, who has dedicated his life to science. The money being wasted currently to support those who were put out of work should then flow, at long last, to laboratories and research facilities worldwide. The underlying objective of all scientific organizations should be, as it always and always should have been, cooperation for the purpose of discovery.

      Then, and only then will humanity stand at least a chance of survival in the longer term.

      But you know what? We’re screwed. Because leaders and individuals alike have one characteristic in common.

      See the title of this piece.



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Tuesday, January 21, 2020

My Wish for You


     The morning settled over my existence wrapped in crushing, immobilizing cold. The air itself crystallized around me when I stepped into it, to tend to the immediate needs of wild creatures who have come to depend on my support. They do mind the cold but they need to eat, and to drink. I help as I can.

     Like all things of late, it made me think. That can be a dangerous thing, because it isn’t what is around you, but what you take from it. You can take the remaining warmth and envelope your heart with it or you can solidify in the depth of the freeze. You can be deadened by the overcast, or glory in a warming beam of sunlight that finally reaches you. All around me are shadows of the past. In like profusion are the realities of the present, and dreams of the future.

     The past can be a foundation by which the efforts of the present are supported, or it can be a binding weight that prevents a worthwhile foray into the future. Like everyone, my past is mottled with both pain and pleasure. I dearly love to remember the pleasures and I deeply miss so much of it, knowing without so much as a wraith of doubt, I will never see most of it again in my lifetime. But, there are two positives to tip the scale in my favor, one, the pains experienced are also in the past, which means they are no more. The other is the certainty that I have not experienced anywhere near all of the pleasure and promise that I may. If I want to, I’d better prepare for it, rather than to stagnate among the painful memories that compose the darker side of a mottled past.

      Who we are and who we may become is only partly controlled by choices we make. I scoff at the fairy tale that proclaims “happiness is a choice.” It isn’t unless all choices are mine, and they certainly are not. I am but one person, and can use only what I have to fend off those who care not at all if I live, die, prosper or perish. I could not control the actions or decisions of a spouse. I cannot control the actions or decisions of anyone, not a lover, not a friend, not an enemy, certainly not my children. If I am diligent, I may be able to control my own.

     That is my goal. Let it overspread my existence, lift up my life, enable my finest efforts and raise the overall outlook of humanity upon this earth.

      I wish for you, precisely the same.